tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16852561289510748922024-03-14T06:41:22.313-05:00Freeze Me You DevilHell did freeze over... they just call it North DakotaCall me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.comBlogger135125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-17124307313442585132010-10-09T09:19:00.002-05:002010-10-09T09:19:43.987-05:00Check ya laterI'm not writing in here anymore. I'm now a mom, and therefore a mommy blogger. Read me here: <a href="http://parventing.blogspot.com/">http://parventing.blogspot.com/</a>Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-29364422400664273942010-08-23T11:42:00.000-05:002010-08-23T11:42:08.439-05:00teaching my son the human races<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">One of my biggest fears, living and raising a family in North Dakota, is failing to expose my children to different cultures. Not only do I live in a state who's population is more than 90 percent white, but it's also mostly Christian and predominantly German- and Norwegian white. </span></span><br />
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</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">I grew up in a bigger city and at age four, still touched the head of a little black girl at Sesame Street Live. I wanted to know what her hair felt like. Even with my upbringing, I didn't and don't know nearly enough. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br />
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</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">* Cable TV, movies, media is a start. Watch a show with black people in it. And if I'm feeling really civil rights-y, I can throw in "The Color Purple" or "How to Kill a Mockingbird." I guess that has potential. The problem is, reality TV is so seldom realistic. I don't want him getting the impression that these over-the-top personalities represent any one culture as a whole. And he won't have much by way of real people and local examples to teach him any different. Plus, I don't subscribe to cable. Figures. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">* Art: I can't think of any other offering here that would expose him to more cultures and perspectives. Even if the project is a little cheesy, like: here, make a fan. That's what Asian people do... A project like that at least it opens the door for opportunities to explore that fan and the reasons and culture behind it. He and I can read books on the topic or research "Asia" on the internet. In fact, I like that idea. I'm pretty sure hand-held fans don't represent modern Asia, but perhaps making one represents an opportunity to explore another heritage. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">* Travel: Duh! It's the bottom line frightens me. On our budget, traveling to relatives and friends in Colorado and small-town Iowa will have to suffice. As much as I'd love summer vacations in India, Egypt and Ireland, something tells me they'll have to discover oil in LaMoure County first. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><br />
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</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">So what would you do? How did you grow up? </span></span></div>Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-27972785397707436792010-08-15T08:28:00.001-05:002010-08-15T08:29:02.070-05:00North Dakota bois<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: monospace, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><object height="385" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/w-NksDSgKZ8?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/w-NksDSgKZ8?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object></span></span></span><br />
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Hence, why I love my job and never left North Dakota. Oh and the husband/baby thing. I guess you could count that too. :)<br />
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Anyways, we're still in the planning stages and I'm rounding up content, guest bloggers, images, house ads and desperately trying to develop a clever name relating to "Jamestown" and "mom." Advice? I'm all ears.<br />
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I'm so excited about this opportunity and hope that it turns into half of what other newspapers have done. It's an opportunity for both revenue and readership growth in a struggling industry and best of all, that growth comes from providing useful and helpful information to readers - exactly why newspapers exist and what they do best.<br />
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These blogs won't be the same. This blog is totally personal and frankly, Katie-centric. Sometimes, I don't even care to read it. Who cares about that Katie-chic anyway? The mommy blog will have silly, fun stories, but also informational posts as well, sometimes straight from the source's mouth. Already, I've asked the police and sheriff's departments if they want to take part. Again, all parties expressed interest. Success.<br />
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So far, so good on the mommy blog front. I feared the start-up would require more work, more convincing than this. I'm so happy to be wrong. So happy, in fact, I might even knit an extra reindeer on Levi's Christmas sweater. :)Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-72595466512386670122010-08-11T07:16:00.000-05:002010-08-11T07:16:30.977-05:00i couldn't post because i have a new man in my lifeI fell off the planet.<br />
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Ok, not literally, just in the figurative way that makes it sound like I have an excuse for not posting. Also, I got stuck in a cave with a wildebeest watering at the mouth and because it was a cave, I had no internet or cell phone service. (A guy told me that once, it worked.) Forgive me too?<br />
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With the exception of about six thank you cards for which I have no address, all are mailed. Phew!<br />
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And with the exception of this post, none of you have read (on this blog at least) about the new man in my life:<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Meet Mr. Feisty. The ultrasound tech gave him that name after the child refused to remove his hands from his face. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Maybe he's shy, I said, eyeing my son for the first time and trying to soak up every detail of his appearance and learn all I could of his personality. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Maybe, the tech said. But he doesn't seem to have a problem when I photograph his rear end.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">He gets that from you, I said to Levi.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I'm due Sept. 25.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Ok, perhaps I could have mentioned this pre-seven weeks before my due date, but I wasn't ready to release it until all was legal. You know, the get married THEN get pregnant type rules and regulations drilled into my head by many a nun wielding welt-giving yard sticks. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I've never understood the theory. I mean, if a girl's knocked up, she has three options. Catholics frown/protest/fast for the abolishment of abortion, so why judge a lady for keeping the baby, even if its conception is out of wedlock? But I suppose that argument is for another day.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Today is about beautiful baby Cole. Cole Ryan Anderson. AKA Mr. Feisty. I hope he lives up to his nickname. For then, I'll forever have blog material. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">In other news, I'm not quite a new mommy yet, but the maternal instincts have already kicked in. Like decorating. Oh how I long for winter (did I really just say that??) so I can decorate my house in stockings, lights and a trimmed tree. I'm so into decorating, I've shopped online for Christmas/winter-themed bedding. Levi balked at the idea, he doesn't understand.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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</div>Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-33782393745308659362010-07-23T07:22:00.000-05:002010-07-23T07:22:38.321-05:00wedding photo sneak peakI can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm kind of loving me some cowboy hat :)<br />
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Guests could enjoy the sweet before, after or never during the reception and the only work we’d have to do was purchase the buggers and their wrapping. We’d wrap them the day before the wedding and presto change-o, DECORATIONS!</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Peanut butter balls are round, delicate, peanut-butter infused rice krispe treats the size of a 3-D quarter dipped in chocolate of milk or dark varieties. They require multiple steps of working, waiting and freezing as well as about a hundred hours to complete. I’ve only </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">helped </span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">make them once or twice, for fear the sheer mass of work and time required would prevent me from enjoying the morsels in the future. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My mom and aunts insist they’re a Christmastime only treat. They take sooo long, they say. Perhaps the you-can’t-have-it nature adds to the flavor, but every time my mom would call and ask what I wanted her to cook for upcoming holidays or family gatherings, skip the casseroles mom, "peanut butter balls" was always my answer. I’d plead for them at Christmas, after Christmas and the entire duration of North Dakota winters -- six months in some cases. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sometimes mom made scotcheroos or peanut butter balls in a pan, but the result was never the same. Peanut butter balls cannot be reproduced. They must be creamy peanut butter, rice krispes and in golf-ball form. Impostors need not apply.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So since I have a knack for raising my mother’s blood pressure, I called her one morning and told her I wanted peanut butter balls at my wedding instead of Hershey Kisses. This is sure to rattle her cage, I thought to myself, laughing. Three hundred peanut butter balls at a June wedding. Preposterous. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Who told you, she asked when I called.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Wha??? What do you mean </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">who told m</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">e?</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Aunt Bev and I were going to surprise you, she said. Why would we give Hershey Kisses at your wedding when we could serve your favorite candy instead?</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Apparently, my cage would receive the rattling. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Uhhhh.... because Hershey Kisses are easier, cheaper and WAY less time-consuming.... I said. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yeah, but they’re also boring, she said. Peanut butter balls are... just more </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Like I said before, mothers are ALWAYS right.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And with aunties, cousins and a grandmother already volunteering, I did none of the work save taste-testing. They always give me the tough jobs...</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’m not entirely sure how the day of Ryan-Anderson wedding peanut-butter-ball making progressed suffice it to say a sweet the size of my face emerged upon the bridal table. </span></span><br />
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</span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Apparently, my Aunt Mary “can dip </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">anything</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">.”</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have no doubt. She also makes a mean devils egg. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’m not sure how long those ladies worked and if it was proportionate to the number of hours spent conversing about <a href="http://ic.longaberger.com/esuite/home/bevschwab">Longaberger basket</a>s, but the peanut butter balls passed my test. My only fear was consuming one too many and not fitting in my wedding dress. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If I dropped one and melted chocolate stained the soft white fabric however, that was no matter. Like my mom said, it’s just more me. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></div>Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-54733643259213723782010-07-15T22:40:00.001-05:002010-07-16T11:32:05.747-05:00Hunting the half deadA small-town woman told me she took her nephews hunting yesterday.<br />
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Yep, hunting, she said. Because I hit a beaver and it wasn't dead yet.<br />
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Now, I have some crazy aunties, but they're packin' chocolate chips, self-made Santas and <a href="http://ic.longaberger.com/esuite/home/bevschwab">Longaberger baskets</a>. Not .22s.<br />
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Levi said it best when I wondered what the H-E- double Lead-free ammo did I get myself into.<br />
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Life with me, he said, will never be dull.<br />
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Hunting for half-dead beaver... I'm not sure if I'm afraid.... or intrigued...<br />
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More wedding stuff tomorrow, including a peanut-butter-ball post to all my crazy aunties :)Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-57435927445543692562010-07-13T23:01:00.002-05:002010-07-14T07:37:03.408-05:00my wedding was so fun i want a divorce so i can do it all over againI haven't written in a full, calendar month. My fingers itch, my mind burns and I have so much to say even deaf people tell me to shut up.<br />
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I'm married now. <br />
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My mom said I could skip writing thank yous for a night and moms are always right. Except when they tell you to clean your room, don't pick your nose in public and iron your Catholic school girl skirt before you wear your pajama pants beneath it. Otherwise, they're right EVERY time.<br />
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Mom told me to go to a coffee shop and ignore the tiered chip dip sets and Longaberger baskets sprouting through my loveseat, but I prefer to stay home where the food is free and pants are optional. Did I just overshare again? I'm out of practice. Sorry about that. But seriously, creativity can not be confined to clothing. It's unnatural. <br />
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Anyways, if you missed the wedding, you missed an evening of great steaks, great dancing and goooood-looking cowboys. All the fears of tears I'd had flattened like the North Dakota landscape. Eyes watered with tears of joy, except for when the best man thanked me for proving Levi really <i>wasn't</i> playing for the other team as he and his friends had suspected. Those may have been tears of rage or <i>truth</i>... <br />
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Note: the maid of honor <i>prepared</i> a toast and leaned on note cards for support. Unlike the best man, she considered her speech beforehand and even presented me a gift. The best man, well, I'm not sure he practiced, but I laughed anyway. The maid of honor may have spilled the beans about me dancing in the halls, memorizing the choreography to every new Brittney and Christina video, but she didn't mention the time we got lost in foreign countries and accepted rides from strangers, got flashed by said strangers, got smooched on camera by other strangers, etc. Now that I think about it... those all occurred in France. I'd like to say that country is whack (a saying I picked up from my mom) but it was an American in Rome who wore a scrunchie in her hair, tears in her eyes and capri pants where her man parts used to be. She screamed all night in the bunk below me and when the she didn't get her way with the U.S. Embassy the next morning, she replaced her high-pitched "Heather" personality with "Stephen" the baritone. The hostel we stayed at was supposed to be segregated by sex, but I guess in Italy, gender is a matter of preference.<br />
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But back to the wedding.<br />
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Levi and I developed a code before the ceremony. If we felt an onset of tears, we'd talk about the weather. OR SO YOU <i>THOUGHT</i>, suckas!<br />
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Fifty percent chance of rain, I'd say, if I worried my eyes would trickle.<br />
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There's a 92 percent chance it's <i>already</i> raining, he'd say if he felt the same.<br />
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The goal was to distract each other: Think of a funny story or find the drunkest cowboy and dance with him. We could keep crying at bay that way. <br />
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We never needed it, but it was good to know it was there.<br />
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Part of the reason we didn't need it is because I'm a buffoon. The most sentimental point of the day, the part where if you don't cry, your heart is full of charcoal and you probably ate babies for breakfast, I <i>totally</i> biffed it. Not literally like I fell down the aisle and my dad caught me, but biffed it, like, I forgot about the moment entirely.<br />
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See, dad and I navigated the nave like we were celebrities. I felt like Lindsay Lohan... all the cameras and people I knew... I couldn't pay attention to the sacredness of the service or the fact that I was supposed to hug and kiss my dad as he gave me away even though I ain't nobody's possession, OK ese?<br />
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So the pastor had to give us the ol' hint-hint, nudge-nudge and I still had no idea what he meant. My dad kissed my cheek before I realized it was the big moment I insisted the photographer capture even if she took pictures of nothing else. Sorry dad. I'll make it up to you at my next wedding?<br />
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And then I missed the other big moment too. The first smooch as husband and wife. I was so relieved about not fumbling over my vows or my voice cracking as I sucked back the sniffles, I totally neglected the nuptial nuzzle. We'd even <i>practiced</i>. The pastor <i>watched</i>. But no. I ruined the moment. Again.<br />
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So since the ceremonial smooch didn't go as planned, Levi and I had plenty of chances to redeem ourselves.<br />
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<i>That's another new thing about this blog. We're married now. Levi gets a name although I'm still not convinced he gets a deer on the wall.</i><br />
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Anyway, many, many ching-chings were made in our honor at the reception. The kind of ching-chings requiring the bride and groom to stand up, swap spit and continue with their meal. I'd rather see crazy American-in-Rome-woman's chest hair than pucker in public, but the 252 guests didn't seem to mind. I played along until the cake was served. Chocolate cake... with raspberry filling. Attention must be paid. Kissing can come later.<br />
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Usually kissing comes in the honeymoon suite. Perhaps you're afraid I'll wander into the waters of don't-write-that-where-other-people-namely-coworkers-can-read, but fret not. This story completes the evening without over-sharing... I don't think.<br />
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We get into the room and it's over... finally over... a momentous occasion I wanted to celebrate and mourn at the same time. Part of me wanted after-party and part of me wanted sweat pants. Amidst my ambivalence, the phone rang.<br />
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Who is calling the honeymoon suite at 1 a.m.? Mom, now is NOT the time for the talk, OK?<br />
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It wasn't my mom and it wasn't my dad or any other member of my crazy family although I wouldn't put it past them.<br />
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Who is this? Levi said into the receiver like he figured it was a telemarketer or something.<br />
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Who is <i>this</i>? The voice replied.<br />
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No... tell me who this is, Levi said with an authority I've heard him use only around electricity and deer-head decorations. <br />
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Tyler Aaaa.... the voice said before Levi hung up the phone and unplugged it from the wall. We're still not sure why he called or how he got the number. But the story is one of my favorites of the whole evening. I won't tell you who Tyler is, suffice it to say he was on Levi's side of the guest list, and as it sounds, would have prefered his side of the bed too.<br />
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Gah! I went too far didn't I? Shucks. I ruined it. I'm a wedding ruin-er.<br />
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Well. That sums up the wedding night. At least for now. Perhaps tomorrow I can tell you the tales of the wedding morning and the succulent seafood I caught on our honeymoon.<br />
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Stay tuned.Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-53214818372379421012010-06-13T08:55:00.001-05:002010-06-13T17:47:18.422-05:00I prefer to keep bachelor parties like I keep my underwear, private.When it comes to bachelor parties, I believe unfamiliarity is the best policy.<br />
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<b>Them</b>: So where is the Cowboy this weekend?<br />
<b>Me</b>: Montana<br />
<b>Them</b>: Really? Cool. Where in Montana?<br />
<b>Me</b>: Somewhere with a bar?<br />
<b>Them:</b> So what was he planning to do there?<br />
<b>Me:</b> Consume beverages, I suppose.<br />
<b>Them</b>: So who did he go with?<br />
<b>Me</b>: Not sure, but he took a 14-passenger van.<br />
<b>Them</b>: When's he coming back?<br />
<b>Me</b>: Look, it's a bachelor party. I prefer to believe that this weekend's events didn't occur until they're over. All I ask is a text every day so I know he isn't dead.Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-36588986856496353632010-06-09T09:17:00.000-05:002010-06-09T09:17:25.257-05:00You tear, you're toastAs the days draw near and the details emerge, I have to comment on how not-stressful this wedding planning is. Sure,<a href="http://freezemeyoudevil.blogspot.com/2010/05/wedding-themes-simple-elegant-and-touch.html"> I turned bridezilla once </a>or <a href="http://freezemeyoudevil.blogspot.com/2010/05/ill-be-smarter-about-garter.html">twice</a>, a detail or two was forgotten and my fiance keeps threatening not to marry me unless he's wearing a Cowboy hat. But otherwise, life is good. Wedding planning is good.<br />
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The only part I dread is the wedding itself.<br />
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See, as much as I like to write about myself and my relationship and <a href="http://freezemeyoudevil.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-am-woman-hear-my-rectum.html">reveal a little too much</a>, standing in front of a crowd, possibly crying, puts me out of my comfort zone. This is why couples elope, <i>people</i>. That and for the price of a photographer, you and three friends can take a Grey Goose and Godiva trip to Las Vegas. Who better to marry you than Elvis? He steals the show, and the attention, anyway.<br />
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So I've come up with distractions:<br />
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* the bridesmaids are wearing dresses and hair of different styles. Stare at them. Judge them. Envy their matching heals. Anything to take the eyes off me.<br />
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* My wedding singer is a natural alto, but her range is so wide, she can hit notes higher than some sopranos. Look at her. Creep on her. Leave your glasses at home because she will surely shatter them. No boring tunes for her. Her one requirement is to "knock everyone's socks off." If she can't do that, she's fired... kind of. :)<br />
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* The vows I chose are the "I do" ones, where the pastor says all the words so if my voice cracks, I say one sentence and I'm done. Champagne, anyone?<br />
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* If all else fails, I instructed my little brother to light the church on fire. He's good at this. When he was five, he cut the cord to a plugged-in and turned-on lamp. I promised him I'd use the wedding loot as bail money. Fancy a trade, officer? Three mixing bowls and a Longaberger basket for the tall Colorado kid with tan skin and dark eyes who looks nothing like pale, short me.<br />
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So I need your help:<br />
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No crying at my wedding. Please. No matter the maid of honor, the grandmother of the groom or the groom himself, you tear, you're toast. No five-tier wedding cake for you. If you start crying, then I'll start crying and then I'll cry because I didn't want to cry. And with all the water, North Dakota will flood <i>again</i>. Embarrassing. But what's more embarrassing for you is when a lady in white dress slaps you on the face and says "pull yourself together." No one will ever forget it. You're in the small towns now. :)Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-44949479981178376932010-05-22T11:12:00.000-05:002010-05-22T11:12:48.110-05:00perfect compromise<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">A friend from my Saint Stephen the Martyr days circa 1997 and Bonnie Bell Dr. Pepper flavored lip gloss sent me this:</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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I think it's the solution to my antler aggrevation PLUS, she said, would make a perfect groom's gift. Now... how to wrap it...?Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-11979316689599930892010-05-21T07:19:00.000-05:002010-05-21T07:19:28.752-05:00Sometimes I mess up, although it's very rare.I don't see any gophers here anymore, Cowboy said from the deck of his mom and stepdad on the evening of his birth.<br />
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The four of us meet up that evening for corn on the cob and steaks on the grill. I ate every morsel on my plate.<br />
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They're still here, his mother said. You want the gun?<br />
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I'm pretty sure my mother never directed a sentence like that to me... and apparently for good reason.<br />
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Look, there's one over there! I said.<br />
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No, Katie, Cowboy said. Gophers don't have wings.Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-78067715635176454152010-05-14T11:02:00.002-05:002010-05-18T21:58:20.616-05:00I'll be smarter about the garterSo, which colors we're you thinking for the tuxedo? the nice tuxedo-designer gal who also works with me at the paper asked the Cowboy.<br />
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We'll call her: E. :)<br />
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GREEN! I said, like she'd asked what color grass was. <i>Obviously</i>.<br />
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Ok, what type of suit? One-button, Two-button? she said, pointing to pictures in a catalog and looking to the Cowboy for approval.<br />
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One button, I said, in a classic shape. No top hats, walking canes or tails, I said. Just simple and elegant.<br />
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E looked to Cowboy. Is that OK?<br />
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Um, yeah, he said. I guess so.<br />
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So she showed us three.<br />
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Immediately I vetoed the one with collar resembling the cape of a vampire. He vetoed the narrow, rounded one that reminded me of Jimmy Stewart and Clark Gable.<br />
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So this third one? E said.<br />
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Um, yeah, Cowboy said. I guess so.<br />
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He tried the jacket on over his work t-shirt and Wrangler jeans, paired with shoes stained with drywall.<br />
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We should dress you up more often, I said.<br />
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Do you think this would match my cowboy hat? he said.<br />
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Ok, E interrupted with perfect timing, vest colors to chose from: olive? or one with a shade of teal?<br />
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TEAL! I said without thinking, ignoring Cowboy's fixation on the primary choice.<br />
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Unless... you really want the olive one... I said.<br />
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Um yeah, teal, he said, I guess so.<br />
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And do you want the ushers the same as the groomsmen and the dads? E asked. And the groomsmen the same as the ushers?<br />
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YES! I said. All green. I mean... what do you think Cowboy?<br />
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Um yeah, he said, sighing. I guess so. Why did you bring me along?<br />
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I'm sorry, I said. I just really like the colors. The more green the merrier, right?<br />
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And sometimes the groom wears a black vest with the same tie as the groomsmen, E said. Or all white, just to stand out. Do you want something like that?<br />
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GREEN, I said. He looks good in green. I mean... if that's alright with you, Cowboy.<br />
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He sighed. Um yeah, I guess so, he said, looking at me and shaking his head.<br />
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I mean... do whatever you want. I don't have to decide <i>everything, </i>I said.<br />
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No, no. It's fine. I'm sure it will look great, he said, opening a bridal party gift catalog and turning the page.<br />
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I felt almost as guilty as when I spilled nail-polish remover on the cherry-colored bedroom furniture my parents bought me. I mean, what? that stain was <i>totally</i> like that, mom.<br />
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I had to make it up to him. Had to give him something he wanted.... the cowboy hat? No. The boots? No. The antler adornments? I'd sooner die.<br />
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Why don't you pick out my garter, I said. Anything you want. Our colors are black, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">GREEN</span> and silver but you could pick... I don't know... pink or something.<br />
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Ok... he responded, suddenly interested and rifling through the glossy pages.<br />
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And internet, this is what he chose:<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">What? Cowboy said. It's green....</div>Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-76616240130650096122010-05-14T00:32:00.000-05:002010-05-14T00:32:39.305-05:00antler advice from my fatherDad: Kate, I've been thinking a lot about this antlers-on-the-wall thing you wrote about.<br />
Me: K...<br />
Dad: I can see where you're coming from. I wouldn't want deer heads plastered on my wall either.<br />
Me: Right. You decorate with wallpaper of the four horsemen.<br />
Dad: Well, it's just decorations.<br />
Me: Come again?<br />
Dad: I mean, you can live with a few heads on the wall can't you?<br />
Me: Sure dad. The same way you could live with a Matt Leinert head on your wall.<br />
Dad: It's just... it's his house too... Pick and chose your battles is all I'm saying.<br />
Me: Ok, who's father <i>are</i> you??Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-80017854104137202652010-05-12T10:54:00.000-05:002010-05-12T10:54:21.402-05:00Wedding themes: simple, elegant and a touch of North Dakota.With 200 invites in the mail and 50 still in the works, the wedding date quickly approaches. The rate I'm going, everyone with a North Dakota driver's license will dine on my dad's dollar.<br />
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If there's one thing I can't complain about, it's the financial arrangement. I had to verbally abuse my old man yesterday: NO, YOU'RE NOT PAYING FOR ANYTHING ELSE. Stick a dollar in my account and the first words of our first born will be the lyrics to the USC fight song!<br />
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A threat like that will shush a Notre Dame fan right up. And that's a good problem to have.<br />
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Between my parents, aunties and Cowboy's family, the wedding arranging is relatively stress free. Everyone's been more than generous offering time, labor and mucho dinero.<br />
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My only drama was the RSVP cards... those annoying little numbers I receive and always forget to return even though they're already stamped and post-office ready. A co-worker designed mine for me using <i>my</i> font choice, size and graphic-y squiggle. When she printed the final draft, I winced.<br />
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"Is it OK if I don't like it?" I said, waiting for a ruler rapt upon my head and cringing because I deserved it.<br />
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"Yes it's OK!" she said like I totally <i>didn't</i> waste her time designing the first rendition. "It's your wedding."<br />
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So we designed them anew. And cut them. And glued them. And I loved them, all for the low, low price of not $500 like I would have paid if I'd ordered them online.<br />
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Success.<br />
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In other news, Cowboy Sr. *will not* be wearing the black shoes Cowboy and I selected to match the tuxedos. Instead, he'll wear his brand new cowboy boots, he said. Precious.<br />
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The high today is 37 degrees. Paybacks are double, MoNa.Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-9337893073663970212010-05-03T12:01:00.003-05:002010-05-07T06:48:43.533-05:00mold ≠ dead bird on level of foulness<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Cowboy helped me clean out my fridge one night in another one of those evenings when he goes above and beyond his boy call of duty and his sister laughs at him and calls him words that start with "p" and ends with another word for cat.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">I'm OK on both counts :) </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Now, I'm not a clean freak, but I'm not disturbingly disgusting either. Like, I *may* have laundry decorating my couch and living room right now, but I totally just washed it.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">The same is true for my fridge. Sometimes, leftovers don't get eaten. But I put lids and plastic wrap on them, so its OK right?</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Anyways, the night Cowboy assisted my fridge evacuation was the same day he hit a pheasant with his pickup truck. He didn't do it on purpose, but ugly duckling won't be getting his makeover if you know what I mean. </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Cowboy, being the true country man he is, stuck his arm in the front of his truck and removed the pinned pigeon. It was just dead, he said. What's the big deal?</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">JUST DEAD? Meaning bloody and eyebally and still looking like a bird? And you TOUCHED it, like with your <i>hands</i>?? What if you get SARS or something?</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">As soon as I said it, he screamed. Not at the thought of infectious diseases FedEx-ed from China, but from a teeny, tiny growth on noodles cooked circa 1982. </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Sick... I'm sorry... No... I'm going to throw up, he said, holding his nose with one hand and the tupperware extended toward me with the other.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Whaaat? I said. Throw it out. It's just mold.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">JUST MOLD, he roared like I'd asked him to wear a pink popped-collared polo, this is the GROSSEST thing I've ever seen he said, hobbling back and forth like a toddler holding its urine. It's staring me in the face!</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">Oh really?, I said, hands on hip. The chicken that crossed the road and pummeled your pickup is somehow <i>not </i>grosser? </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">That rooster barely crossed St. Peter's Gate, he said. These noodles are older than archangels. </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;">We agree to disagree.</span></span><br />
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I don't want EVERYTHING green. Now that's just crazy. We picked out cherry-stained cabinets and a sand/black counter top to coordinate with the gray ceramic tile. See? No green. All I ask is the walls...<br />
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I don't see the problem, I said.<br />
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It can't be green everywhere, he said. You want to walk into every room and see green??<br />
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Suddenly I'm having second thoughts about this marriage.<br />
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Um... yes?<br />
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If it's this or the antlers, I truly don't know what I'll chose.<br />
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I blame my father.Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-18960388848703690772010-05-01T10:25:00.002-05:002010-05-01T16:40:11.339-05:00oh deerCan we talk about this mounting thing again? Cowboy asked as we strolled no where in paticular.<br />
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It was one of those weekday nights where we could be together and just be. Light skies mixed with light winds reminded us of last year when winter coats and snowstorms were more frequent than April showers and all the May flowers.<br />
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What about it? I asked, anticipating the only disagreement we've ever had and not solved.<br />
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Cowboy wants space in our house for the heads of animals he's shot... the birds, the rodents and especially the deer. He thinks it will give the home and outdoor ambiance. I don't disagree. I think it will look like a cemetary.<br />
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I just don't think this man-room idea is going to work, he said. Mounts need higher ceilings.<br />
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When it comes to interior decorating, Cowboy and I match like pink and navy blue: feminine, masculine and flattering on any skin tone. He likes earthtones and I prefer neutrals and greens. He prefers simple and I prefer practical. Awesome.<br />
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But our design has one flaw. Cowboy blueprinted a house with high walls specifically for the shrines to fallen fauna.<br />
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Naturally, I'd prefer a shrine to Satan.<br />
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Even when I design this man-room idea, he said, it won't have enough space for the bucks and their antlers, he said.<br />
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This is working better than I expected, I mumbled to myself. Originally, I told him to hang such artifacts in the mud room where the water heater and dirty shoes go. No one will bother them in there, I said. Exactly, he said, because there's no room for them in there. <br />
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The man room was my middle ground. Build me a house with a kitchen, two bedrooms and a writing space. When we assemble the addition, you can have a man room with camo curtains and antlers on the wall. I'll never go there and I'll never complain.<br />
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I can't build those walls as tall as the house itself, he said. But the antlers need tall walls. Astetically, it's unattrative.<br />
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<i>Unattractive</i> is death in the living room, I said. We may have dead creatures in our home, but they'll reside in the freezer where they belong.<br />
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We continued to sashay the sidewalks I fear my children will never recognize. Where we'll live, roads consist of gravel and stone and "side walks" are made only when a person creeps through cramped space. Stop lights don't exist and parking meters are as distant as Tiger Woods and Elin Nordegren.<br />
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Deer mounts honor the animal, he said. They recognize its dignity and valor.<br />
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If you wanted to honor it, you'd bury it, I said. Do you stick the heads of dead grandparents on your wall?<br />
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Mounts seem a little barbaric, and maybe they are, he said. Maybe that's why I like it. Can't we make some sort of compromise?<br />
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Hello! I said. <i>Living here</i> is a compromise. Have you met MoNa? She's especially bitchy to the Northern Plains...<br />
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I know, but hunting and nature are just part of who I am, he said. I just think we should find a space for them in our home.<br />
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I shook my head. Space for them means none for me.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>To be continued...</i></div>Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-78487700806408329542010-04-30T08:53:00.001-05:002010-04-30T08:53:00.185-05:00before we digress, the dress:<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTLPbZb6z6VOaKAC2GXNJYBbxP7_r9dnp4kdLx8KrjMB-9cJUc4BATn90atFer0PUw0aHLWoGbgwSWj3ZgdNFE8C3pq44MqZPFPSud3a8p5yt5Sm0KM29SRALwcVby4vZxNcU4P_T_pmQ/s1600/dress.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTLPbZb6z6VOaKAC2GXNJYBbxP7_r9dnp4kdLx8KrjMB-9cJUc4BATn90atFer0PUw0aHLWoGbgwSWj3ZgdNFE8C3pq44MqZPFPSud3a8p5yt5Sm0KM29SRALwcVby4vZxNcU4P_T_pmQ/s320/dress.jpg" width="231" /></a></div><br />
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This dress belongs in this bag and is only allowed sunlight on days when the seamstress and bridesmaids come over.<br />
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And for anyone who's name begins with "Cowboy:" Peak inside this bag before June 26 and your last name will end with "Asshole" before you ever mutter "I do."Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-6939523952732132432010-04-28T20:02:00.000-05:002010-04-28T20:02:21.421-05:00Wedding planning: small-town simpleI always knew TV-style wedding planning was overdramatic, but I'd never planned one myself, so I had no idea.<br />
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When people said they took every bit of a year to plan their weddings, I believed them. And perhaps they didn't lie, but Holy Whoa. That's unnecessary if you live in a small town.<br />
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In a small town, you only have so many options and of those, you're probably related to or work with someone in each industry. Need a tuxedo? My co-worker runs a shop. Cake? Another co-worker ordered from the same woman. Honeymoon? His uncle owns a resort. Invitations? Ask the crafty co-worker with a scrapbook shop in her basement.<br />
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Here's proof of small-town simple: I got engaged two months ago.<br />
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Already, I've picked out:<br />
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* <b>colors</b>: black, silver and green. No brainers as I was raised in a home with green carpet, green roof and green bedding. Plus, now I'm going to live on green acres. It's only fitting.<br />
* <b>bridesmaids dresses/shoes</b>: ok, <i>they</i> picked them out and I'm not telling you anymore because it's a secret. I'm just jealous I can't wear one too :)<br />
* <b>dress for me</b>: ah, ah, ah-- You'll just have to show up and see :) But I will tell you this, the shoulder pads exceed the height of my head. Pure decadence. I couldn't shop anywhere in my city of residence as we have no bridal attire here. I could though, shop with my mom and aunt and in four hours, the dress and decisions were done. Perfect.<br />
* <b>flowers</b>: white, tasteful and prepared by the best man's sister. I didn't bother to shop anywhere else.<br />
* <b>photographer</b>: not only does she take amazing pictures, but I'd totally friend her on Facebook. The cost of the photos, however, might make me unable to afford it.<br />
* <b>church</b>: sacrifice to Jesus, which is OK because after all these years, I'm due. Plus, the pastor chaired a committee to help people recovering from flood damage. I heart me some small-town connections. <br />
* <b>reception hall/caterer</b>: entree is chosen, now for the sides! It's also the same location where the Cowboy and I met.<br />
* <b>cake</b>: five tiers and about $1 per serving (small-town steal! as some city places charge five times that price)<br />
* <b>invitations</b>: picked out, designed, but not made. Breathe mom :)<br />
* <b>DJ</b>: recommended by the hotel, but costs a good paycheck<br />
* <b>HONEYMOON</b>: less than the Dj...?<br />
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Now all I need to do is narrow down the guest list.... and pick out the groom :)Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-17468367802985605072010-04-17T08:30:00.077-05:002010-04-18T11:34:15.728-05:00In-law insanity: Cowboy meets the fam<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: small;"><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Afraid but not alone, I’d driven those miles many times in three years. Five hundred miles to my hometown.... turn south at Fargo and you can’t miss it. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Cowboy and I were driving to Omaha. A trip my Volvo could do in reverse, but one foreign to the man from Up North.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The journey was one of endings and beginnings. Vinny’s final voyage was Cowboy’s first. First to Omaha, first to the family, first time to meet the in-laws in Iowa. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Terrified, I’d taught him the card game of my birth. Euchre. Known as the game of bowers where the right Jack is higher than any ace, some in-laws attempt a first game with my uncles, and then never return for a second. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Don’t let that happen to you, I said to the Cowboy. You have to get to know them. They aren’t going to get to know you.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’m not worried, he said.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Well I am.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Cowboy’s good with meeting new people. He doesn’t shy away from shaking hands and story-telling, the customary get-to-know-you rituals. But my family is as tough as it is big. (My mom is one of 11 children and I’m one of 39 cousins. We served 60 people that Saturday.) If you’re going to bring someone new into the family, they seem to say, he has to impress us. We won’t bother to impress him. In fact, it’s the opposite. The uncles find it funny to scare future family with phrases like “With which hand do you smoke your crack?” and “Don’t trump my ace, you bitch.”</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Without knowing it, Cowboy was under the second-most pressure of any decedent of of Eldora and Paul. My father is known as one of the most vicious. Known for his taunting and teasing, many cousins warn their mates to avoid him.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The only uncle worse is one of three Uncle Bills. For those unfamiliar, you’ll know him by his neck: it’s thicker than my thighs. A two-time war veteran, Jujitsu champion and narcotics enforcement officer, Uncle Bill searches all the boyfriend’s pockets and wallets... in search of paraphernalia of the drug and birth-control persuasion.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Uncle Bill wouldn’t make it for Easter, but I was scared anyway. I won’t baby-sit you, I said. I can’t. You’ll have to make conversation with people you don’t know all on your own. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Don’t worry about me, Kate, he said. I’ll be fine. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You don’t understand.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My mom, though, she knew it too.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She and an aunt took me dress shopping, a custom customarily sans-man. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You’re going to let him meet your grandmother, without you? she asked.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Guess so, I said, shrugging my shoulders like I didn’t care. And when it comes to my grandmother, I didn’t. I cared about their first impression, yes, but was I worried they wouldn’t hit it off? No. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Play cards with her, I said. And when she tells you to eat something, just do it.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Six hours, 60 wedding dresses, and the one I’d picked out weeks before later, we arrived at a home minus one Cowboy. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He’s at the boat, Grandma said, gambling with the boys. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So, what’d you think of him? I asked.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Well, he kept leading trump aces, she said. An evaluation meaning: he’s got work to do. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">*Sigh*</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The next morning, grandma’s kitchen resembled an elementary cafeteria with relations eating with their fingers and crowding the center table. The noise level rivaled that of Superbowl Sunday and one child even stood in the corner and covered his ears. Oh wait... that was my dad. And then another child threw jelly beans at my aunt. Oh wait, that was my dad too.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Cowboy didn’t seem to mind. He did OK with names... all except for one. I introduced him to my Aunt Karen, but he called her Aunt Shirley. He learned the names of my cousins and remembered the names of the relations he’d met gambling the night before. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Signs pointed in the right direction, but the true test was when I left him to his lonesome. Anxious for my bridal shower, another sans-man activity, Cowboy navigated the river of uncles and moseyed over to the big kid’s Euchre table. At the big kid’s table, only experts are allowed, as the number of players double and the speed of play triples. </span></span><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjs3gPzRpBgMRhcWqZ-auj5uRRqF2t7sSJRqQ3veUxROl4uU3sTeJdtASGj_Gppw8A6aiYhWAS8ErFaQV3VbWeYnRsXDX6qjXmNt1OpDHNo-flvF39skLIj6WKXgLi1kQcFvHdtwddM0lQ/s1600/bridal+shower.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjs3gPzRpBgMRhcWqZ-auj5uRRqF2t7sSJRqQ3veUxROl4uU3sTeJdtASGj_Gppw8A6aiYhWAS8ErFaQV3VbWeYnRsXDX6qjXmNt1OpDHNo-flvF39skLIj6WKXgLi1kQcFvHdtwddM0lQ/s320/bridal+shower.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i>My mother, myself and my grandmother at my bridal shower in Manchester, Iowa. Thanks for the photo, Aunt Bev. :)</i></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You’re going to leave him with the uncles alone? my cousins asked. </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">*Gulp*</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Do you know how many times we’ve walked into places where he knows everyone and I know no one, I answered, nonchalantly. This happens to me all the time without so much as an introduction. This is my one chance to get back at him, I said, wiping the sweat from my brow.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">By the time I opened my presents and read from recipes I’ll never be qualified to cook, even if I’d wanted to find Cowboy, I couldn’t. He talked to one cousin about wiring projects and an uncle about cattle. Words like “Cat 5” and “cattle magnet” escaped their lips. Words foreign to me, but cozy to the Cowboy.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Baskerville; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I may have driven him 600 miles from his land of origin, but with my family, he was already home.</span></span></div></span>Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1685256128951074892.post-46769146439327688792010-04-12T07:39:00.002-05:002010-04-16T12:17:54.472-05:00had it been the first date, we'd ne'er had enjoyed a secondOk, I have lots and lots and LOTS to write about, but until then, I have this short story.<br />
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Cowboy and I celebrated the anniversary of our first date Friday by dining at the restaurant in which we shared our first meal. It's the nice restaurant in town and of course, the most expensive. (That's how you know it's a small town... because it's THE nice restaurant in town rather an **one of** the nicest)<br />
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He wore Wrangler jeans and Cowboy boots and I wore a little black dress, because that's how we roll. We are our own people. Manifested in attire we wear.<br />
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He treated me better than that first night, opening every door, spooning my appetizer and this time, I even let him pick me up at my apartment. (I said I'd meet him there, the first time, heh).<br />
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To quote his sister: "What a loser."<br />
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But I was in a state of mush, totally lapping it up like a thirsty puppy on an August afternoon.<br />
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Cowboy held my hand, took my coat and ordered for me. When he told me I was beautiful, I agreed.<br />
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But when the check came, his wallet didn't.<br />
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Did I leave it in the car? he asked. My other jacket? Let me go look...<br />
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Sure enough, no. He had no wallet. No cash. No credit card. The jerk thought opening doors and flirty compliments would get him a free dinner? He was wrong. I may have paid the bill, but he paid later... in the form of washing my dishes and vacuuming the carpet ;)<br />
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Whenever we fight and I'm right (aka every.single.time), I tell him he can make it up to me by dressing fancy and taking me to a nice dinner.<br />
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He never has.<br />
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So when we traveled to Colorado for a "Back to the 80s" musical performed at Sidney, Neb.'s community theater, I insisted he dress up. No denim allowed, I said. <a href="http://freezemeyoudevil.blogspot.com/2009/07/country-vs-city-attire.html">This isn't like a job interview.</a><br />
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Cowboy didn't like the idea, but he was willing to compromise. Take me to Stockmen's Supply in Fargo, he said. Maybe I'll find something there.<br />
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Now, I question purchasing clothes from any store which also shelves "Gopher Getter" rodent repellent and calf-nursing nipples, but if the man was willing to forgo denim for a night at the theater, I was willing to forgo images associated with castrating band applicators.<br />
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"Are you seriously saying <i>no one</i> will wear jeans there?" he questioned, doubting my sophistication, taste and artistic etiquette.<br />
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"It's a play!" I said. "And not only that, but it's a MUSICAL. If you wear jeans, everyone will stare. Everyone will single you out."<br />
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"But why are you making me wear nice pants," he whined.<br />
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"Why are you making me <i>fight </i>with you about nice pants," I asked.<br />
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So the Stockmen's Supply sales associate walked us past the "farm chemicals and teat dip" section and ushered us to the very back... where black pants gathered dust and men's suit coats came with leather elbows.<br />
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"We don't have much selection," the associate said, "especially in length. But they aren't much different from Docker's. You can buy those at Kohl's."<br />
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"SEE," I said. "Not much different from Dockers. AND we're already in Fargo (since Jamestown doesn't have a Target, much less a Kohl's), let's look there!"<br />
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"H to the no," Cowboy said. "If I ain't buying pants here, I ain't buying pants. These are Wranglers."<br />
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"Yes." I said. "And?"<br />
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"I am <i>not</i> buying Dockers. They're gay."<br />
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"Wranglers fit tight around your ass," I said. "What's not-queer about that?"<br />
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So he tried on his "George Strait Cowboy Cuts" and lucky for me, they fit.<br />
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"Now that you own these nice trousers," I said, "how 'bout that fancy restaurant?"<br />
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Cowboy didn't answer, but he did wear the pants the whole day of the show, along with matching boots and 10-gallon-hat of course.<br />
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And even though he looked nothing like the boys of my youth and their faded jeans with store-made tears, he was cute anyway, and I didn't mind showing him off. "You should wear nice clothes more often," I said. "Good thing I'm here to teach you."<br />
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We got to the theater early, and chose our seats as the rest of the audience filled in around us. I didn't realize the show was in a high school auditorium and I didn't realize it didn't have a dress code. Something seems very wrong, I thought. Very very wrong.<br />
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Suddenly, I noticed t-shirts, I noticed scrunchies and worst of all, I noticed...<br />
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"Hmmm..." Cowboy said. "Not only is EVERYONE here wearing jeans, but we're the only ones who aren't. Now...," he said. "I think someone owes someone <i>else</i> a dinner."Call me Katehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09981338961460779112noreply@blogger.com4